I got reminded of your laugh today and it was stuck in my brain for the whole day.
I was remembering those rides around Bandar.
I still hated your psychotic ex that you told me about for scarring you.
Laying on my bed, Crying and swallowing my pain. Thinking of how easy you are in tossing me and it just hurts more that I just wish for me to end my pain permanently. Its too torturing to just keep living.